[teh] ashley

Oh well where do I start? First off let me first say that this will be a very blog like post and I have no intentions in using the best grammar, you have been warned.

Alright, so looking back on 2 years ago I thought I had it made. I was going to a university and I was going to bowl there I would be on my own in the dorms. I had the illusion that it was all permanent, that I was going to get my degree in Graphic Arts from UCM and I would bowl for 4 years. Man, was I delusional.

After giving 2 years of my life, coming to a DII school, and putting all my effort towards bowling and bettering my skills for the team I have been told that I am not wanted back on the team next year… What a fucking shock. At first I was content and decided that I would stay at UCM and just finish out my degree, there are only 4 schools in the nation that offer my particular degree. After more thought I have decided to leave and go back home.

Now I made this decision based mostly on that fact that I have been unsure about my major and what the hell I was going to do with it. Oh and also because it will be cheaper to start over and do 4 years at Nebraska then it would be to complete 2 more years here at UCM.

This has all left me with a big decision, what do I major in? I have been thinking that advertsing or PR is something that sparks my interest; however, this is different than what I have always pictured myself doing. I always planned on doing graphics or something technology based. I just don’t know how I made the decision so easily when I was going into my freshman year at UCM. So basically I am posting all this because I need help…

what do you think?